i forgot to say that it's such a heavy-hearted friday. the 'blue cactus' show has ended and it's fabulous. it makes me feel like crying hard because the plot's so damn touching. then, i watched the 'wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai' hoping to laugh hard to change my mood, but it featured ah ya's departure and it was so touching again! so this is how i end my test week with.

yay!~ bt2's over! but i always have this passion to study only after the tests. it's so ironic.

anyway, jp has changed so much! i didn't even know the library and the bus interchange was shifted. anyway, i finally thought of what to give amanda and veron for their birthday presents. it's like a long time since i've gone shopping at malls. =) i still want to buy the stuffs i saw at sasa today. wait for me!

oh. i discover that the soap which sharon gave me and the penguin plate which pg gave me complement each other! i was fretting over what to put my soap on in the toilet when it suddenly dawned upon me that i have this little penguin plate hidden somewhere. the miraculous thing is that they are meant for each other! and i remembered that sharon=soap and pg=penguin plate! they gave me presents which link to their initials too! ;) is there some conspiracy?

THANK YOU FOR YOUR PREZZIES, KIRSTIE AND SHARON!~

=) i love you all!~

i like the pink shirt which kirstie has given me. =) it's so sweet and i was praying it wouldn't be a sleeveless top. thank god it isn't! and she gave me a card plus a pair of earrings. she's such a sweetie pie. and sharon gave me a bar of soap from bodyshop. the smell makes people calm. =) thanks pal!

i didn't know that there'll always be a mini pasar malam on the last sunday of every month at jurong west. it's sort of a flea market where everybody takes out their useless stuffs to sell. i see that i have many of the things they were selling. perhaps i should clear up my stuffs and set up a stall too. =)

but it's a sad day today because it rained. my aunt was setting up a stall for fun and we went to lend her our support. i bought a few snowmen. i planned to give them to chuz, jane and yan during christmas, so i can't take photos of them yet. =P but they're sooooo cute. =) i should have taken the whole bag of them since my aunt gave me massive discounts.

and i sort of forgot that tomorrow would be the first day of school again.

hee. there's a thai fair at tiong bahru plaza and i bought some cute dollies. =)



i still have the post-china syndrome and i was thinking that i should buy in bulk so that the price would be cheaper. yep. i managed to get my sis to buy 2 and i bought 4! =)

plus, the durian puffs look tempting. there were so many food to eat at the fair. the cakes look super duper delicious. there were many more! people who want to gain weight, go there!

it's maple birthday on 21st june and they're going to give 2x drop every day from 2pm-4pm and 7.30pm-9.30pm. there'll be 2x experience from friday to sunday at the same time for 2 weeks. there're special drops too. ok. i think i sound like i'm helping to advertise for maple. disclaimer: i haven't been playing maple. it's just that my mum is so crazy over this game but she doesn't know english and needs my help. being a filial girl, i'd always end up explaining till my saliva has dried up. but then again, it's quite fun trying to snatch the maple items and you can see "happy birthday maple" when you hit the monsters with the maple items. there's even present for everyone. it's just so grand. =) and i can say, my mum's characters are forever so lucky.



check out maplesea.com!~

i was listening to this when i was revising. i hope everybody will be ok and get through this tough half a year. we're all together. you're not alone!

i'll be ok (mcfly)
when everything is going wrong
and things are just a little strange
its been so long now
you've forgotten how to smile.
and overhead the skies are clear
but it still seems to rain on you,
and your only friends all have
better things to do.

when you're down and lost
and you need a helping hand
when you're down and lost
along the way
oh, just tell yourself
i'll, i'll be ok

now things are only getting worse
and you need someone to take the blame
when your lover's gone
there's no-one to share the pain
you're sleeping with the tv on
and you're lying in an empty bed
all the alcohol in the world
would never help me to forget

when you're down and lost
and you need a helping hand
when you're down and lost
along the way,
just try a little harder
try your best to make it
through the day,
oh just tell yourself

i'll, i'll be ok
you're not alone (you're not alone)
you're not alone (you're not alone)
you're not alone

oh just tell yourself
i'll, i'll be ok
oh, just tell yourself
i'll, i'll be ok
won't you tell yourself
i'll

when you're down and lost
and you need a helping hand
when you're down and lost
along the way,try a little harder
try your best to make it
through the day

oh, just tell yourself
i'll, i'll be ok
i'll, i'll be ok
i'll, i'll be ok

i just discovered that i've forgotten to show off this cute little thing. =) a gift from yan. it's a korean girl, isn't it? my dad insisted that it's 'made in china'. i seriously think there's some problem with him. and i brought it with me to famine camp and it's dirty now because both of us worked hard in collecting newspaper. but, she can't bath, so i felt so bad.

my mum opened a shop in maple!~ please patronize it when you are free because our business has been very poor. setting up a shop is fun! we practically stared at the screen to see who are coming into our shop and how they look like. my dad has taken a whole week of leave and he was quite fascinated with the game. he kept helping us to 'man' the store. =) it's so fun.

oh yes. i made it back on time for fathers' day. i was thinking the cake had better not been smashed either by myself or the commuters on the train. there were so many bangladesh workers i thought they would just snatch my cake because they wanted it for themselves. =) i'm such a filial girl.

yea. famine camp was fun. i was the mama because sharon and jan refused to change the tag with me. =P but i had a great family. =)

the first activity was so chaotic because as the mama, there was no indication of which evacuation centre i had to move to. so i had to roam about to find my family and the worst part was to know that you were at the wrong evacuation centre after queuing for a long time and nobody from your family was calling out for you. it evoked the panicky feelings because the organizers also didn't really tell you what you have to do. finally! i found my family before i became hiv infected.

second activity. frankly speaking, i only recalled running around and spending too much time deciding. and we wanted to get ourselves vaccinated only to discover the people at the hospital were corrupted. oh. green beans and red beans suck.


don't get cheated by their innocent faces and change the "happy" to "angry"

the last activity was where we had to get 65 bucks while getting fined by corrupted police. and our whole house were stolen. that's so sad. and i got hiv infected at the prostitution station. wah. it was so hot because the person taped me so tightly that i couldn't even lift my hands. nevertheless, all of us get through day 1 of the famine camp. =)

we had to collect newspapers on the second day of the camp. i feel that it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. it's just that, you know some people are inside the houses but they refuse to open their doors. but most people are still nice. =)

all in all, i feel that it'd be quite different for us and the real famine victims. we were all in it together and we had each other's encouragement. we know we can return back to our comfortable homes after 8pm. and the organizers kept us busy to stop us from thinking about the hunger. we had no chance to even think of the hunger.

it's just a very different camp. it gave me mixed feelings. but still, i made it through the 30 hours even without cheating. =)

我们小时候 (tank)

小时候我总会这样牵着你的手
只是盼望 能够在你 的身边守候
为了保护你不小心 割破手指头
这个小伤却让你流泪心痛

长大后我们越来越远分隔地球的两边
何时才能够见面 熟悉微笑的脸

回忆起我们小时候
闭上眼睛就能感受
在我们心中慢慢流动的温柔

离开了我们小时候
现在你会不会想我
也许你找到一个人为你守候
我了了

小时候我总会这样牵着你的手
只是盼望 能够在你 的身边守候
为了保护你不小心 割破手指头
这个小伤却让你流泪心痛

长大后我们越来越远分隔地球的两边
何时才能够见面 熟悉微笑的脸

回忆起我们小时候
闭上眼睛就能感受
在我们心中慢慢流动的温柔

离开了我们小时候
现在你会不会想我
也许你找到一个人为你守候
我了了

回忆起睛我们小时后
闭上眼睛就能感受
站在窗前跟你说了晚安就走 Woah~

离开了我们小时候
现在的你不在想我这个时候我了了

那次以后 我们两个再也没有见面了
我只能说 再见

yay! i've finally gotten my idol's latest album. the music is unique and i love it!~ yippee!~ hins rocks!

HaPpy BiRthdAy, Xiao PenGuIn!

i've dedicated a song to him. =) and some friends, but i think only opg heard it, so it's quite redundant to add in their names. =P anyway, happy birthday!

and thanks to jan, wenz and xiaoli for the bag! =)

for my china friends.. =)

we sang for 7 and a half hours and nobody came to ask us to leave! woo~ we could have continued if not for opg having to meet somebody up. and so, we went to take neoprints to commemorate this nice date. =)

thanks everybody, for the presents!

oh. i just want to thank the people who have smsed me to say happy birthday. =) opg, sy, deyun, jan, wenz, chuz, jane, yan (on 6 jun), pam, veron, kirstie (on 5 jun), cel, sharon, sin choon, katie, roslyn, xmy, my 7th aunt, glenn, jiemin. and my godma for calling to say happy birthday. plus, sheena, rebecca and rena for singing me a birthday song at 12am on 4 jun on the aeroplane. yup. and esther for mailing me a present, my mum and grandma for giving me ang paos. it's such a memorable birthday. =)

i'm back in singapore. there're so many things to say and so many pictures to show that i don't know where to start from. i think i'll be able to blog for days just on this china immersion programme. it's simply too fun and enjoyable. =) thank god i went.

ya, and today is my birthday! =D

here's the presents for my relatives and family. most of them are for my sister.

dizzy? i feel that way too.

tortoises. my mum loves the one on the right that she took it away!!! never mind, i have 2. =D